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是片刻組成永恆哪

沒有不會淡的疤 沒有不會好的傷 沒有不會停下來的絕望 你在憂鬱什麼啊 時間從來不回答‬ 生命從來不喧嘩 就算只有片刻‭ ‬我也不害怕 是片刻組成永恆哪

When we fall down, we pick ourselves up

Tuesday was the worse day in a long long long long long long time. Anything that could go wrong probably went wrong. Woke up late Bus came, realised I forgot my wallet Reached class super super late Unexpected visit from my aunt Stomach cramp Cui Econs marks See things I don't want to see SCREWED UP LAB LIKEA BOSS. Really. Screwed. Up. I don't know what happened. Nice lab TAs just made me feel even more crappy. Good luck wish from my lab TA, and a nice reassuring smile from a tutor. What's more, I've only went for his tutorial once + one consultation. Sometimes a smile does wonders. Reassures. Then again, all these nice TAs just made me feel even more effed up. That feeling you get when you know you've disappointed yourself and everybody else. Time to game on. FAVOURITE SKINNIES ZIP RIPPED. Omg I'm such a fat ass.   Oh, and I almost forgot. Fell face first, flat in the middle of central forum's flea market. Knocked over a mannequin and a bowl of j...
WHY IS LIFE DOING THIS TO ME???? Tuesday: Lab Test Thursday: German Oral + German Assignment Next Monday: Position Paper due Next Tuesday: Final Report draft due 9th April: Oral Defense Read up on 1003 and get a logic out. Sad girl 92 is sad. Sad. Dismayed. Confused. Anything, you name it. I wish I was as confident as I make myself out to be. Think I'm liking going places myself more and more.

Thank you for making me a Supergirl

It's painful. At least I'm getting used to it. I feel like a bitch for having these thoughts. Bitch I will be, for I'm exhausted putting the whole world before myself. If you don't cherish this then so be it. Cried my eyes out the day before 1003 over this whole shit. Worth it? no.   Lab on Tuesday was bittersweet. Happy me is happy. Came up with the logic for solving the question! Felt good being able to explain what the circuit was about to my dad. Sad me is sad that I forgot to power up one side of the breadboard, finishing everything 5 minutes after 5, and my lab TA zao-ed on the dot at 5. Life is pretty fine as it is now. Little creepy girl with her little creepy face, saying funny things that you have never heard. Do you know what it's all about? Are you brave enough to figure out? Know that you could set your world on fire, if you are strong enough to leave your doubts. She has a little gift, an amazing thing. She will go and set the world on fi...
Nothing ever really gets me down, other than when I feel that I am not wanted. One of the saddest moments is when someone isn't happy to see you. Body language tells a whole story on it's own. How pathetic is it that someone you barely know can raise a bigger smile. I hate life in university sometimes. None of the lecturers, professors, doctors, tutors, teaching assistants really care if you do well. Their job is to come to lesson, dictate the information word by word. If you are smart enough to question what you're learning, what you're doing then good for you. If you aren't, then try your best to tread water and not drown in the ocean. For the next 4 years. I don't understand how one can improve and learn from mistakes when tests don't even come back, not even results. Are we supposed to just bumble our way around? How am I supposed to know if I'm doing things right or wrong. Throwing people into tests without any practices just doesn't make an...
Another busy bee week coming.  Busy bee weeks coming. 12 hours spent in lab in 5 days. #firsthome=house. #secondhome=school. #thirdhome=lab.
Spent 4 hours trying to fix my computer. Has been happily BSOD-ing away since afternoon and I just couldn't figure out what was wrong. System restore twice. Boot up in safe mode. Run virus scan. Still BSOD-ing. And I can never figure out how people can get information from the BSOD? Or take a screen shot of it. Seriously? It flashes and goes away. Finally figured out that it was Google Chrome giving me the problem. Computer retardedly crashing away whenever I started Chrome. Locale data files missing. Uninstall, reinstall and still crashing. Ohkay, bye Google Chrome, since I don't know how to fix you. Hi Safari. Nice group mates make EG1413 alot more bearable. Spamming is a form of cyberbullying. CGW BIG FAT CYBERBULLY.