The stars died so that you could be here today

Let's make love, coffee and magic. All this planning, worrying, calculating and settling administrative things is exhausting me. I shall sleep early for a change tonight. // Early by my standards. I'm feeling very inspired to start a 365 project next year and also to keep a travel journal for Korea. We'll see how that goes given my high failure rate at keeping up at such things. The list of things to remember to do is just too long.

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive // 2 years ago at the Nike 10KM Run. Truly everything that kills me makes me feel alive. Running kills my knees but it's when I run that I feel the most alive. Lately I've been clawing at old wounds again. Have you ever tried this: You're going about your day perfectly fine. Doing your usual routine, completing your daily tasks, smiling to yourself maybe. Take an afternoon nap because time is on your side for once. Wake up feeling recharged, put on your running shoes and you leave for an evening run. A mundane day. Then, the memories and feelings start creeping in with no warning; no looming signs of its approach. It hits you silently. Just as a bus runs over you, except the engine is silent, the headlights are off, the wheels make no screech. All you want is to run harder and faster, but all that happens are the tears that won't stop, then all you are is a sobbing pile of mess amongst the people pounding the track. Y...

DECEMBER! December started off really badly. First day of the month served up a horrendous paper. Worst paper I've ever had to sit through my life. Pages after pages of questions that left me clueless.  EE 2011. My wonderful cheat sheet. Writing it was a torture. A torture, I kid you not. The module just suffocated me. Brink of breaking down and tearing the whole cheat sheet apart. Oh the memories 06/12/2012! Shopping, eating, drinking with pretty girl! Retail therapy is always good. Actually found clothes to buy at Editor's Market, and at a very good price hee hee ^^.  Manicure and pedicure! Haha, sat at the parlour for an hour and a half watching Good Christian Bitches. Oh my gawd. They are so bitchy, it is so entertaining. Kristin Chenoworth is always such a charm. I miss her and Pushing Daisies ):   Pedi (:  Genki sushi. The shrimp sushi is reallyyyyy good.    16/12/2012, HAPPY 21st small Jon!  ...

So bored.... Hence I shall spam the last roll I shot on my Holga (: Climb that tree Sapphire Pavilion Play a game of Quidditch Hello confetti Pre-dunking #1 //Accidental multiple exposure on this Pre-dunking #2 Dedicated the whole roll to Engine Camp @ Sentosa. Miss June so much. So carefree. // E100G cross processed. Love the vignetting.

This is what happens when you leave the Holga in bulb setting without realising it. Ghostly photos.  03/01/2012 See these trees standing tall in the sun, standing strong in the wind. Hi friends. Hi blurry friends. This happened so long ago, but I spent that day walking around town, doing nothing, feeling happy with you peeps. Taste of Thailand was yummy yummy too. Food that tastes good puts people in a good mood. Cheap good food!   31/05/2012 Take a walk down Orchard Central We walk we eat. & we stroll into Bras Basah MRT station 04/05/2012 East Coast Park!    Where the ship sailed in the ocean that stood it's ground. So many ah piaos. I'm so sorry. Bulb mode without tripod stand reduces people to look only half there. The other half wandering some other place. Haven't had such a fun cycling session in so long. Cycled slowly slowly. Everybody cycled slowly slowly with the two slow girls. Bre...

First roll on Holga! Photos too dark. Shall continue experimenting. In other news, I've got a new 'semi-pro' camera. It's retarded really.