The stars died so that you could be here today

Heh so I've let my blog rot for quite awhile. Been telling myself that I have to do SATs over everything else for this whole week, but I always round up lazing around, lying on my bed, watching the tv, eating. Anything but doing work. God help take away my procrastination D: It's always annoying when I reach home from school, wet from the rain, and I naturally decide I can't go jogging. But magically after I bathe and settle down, half an hour later, the skies are bright blue, the sun is shining like nobody's business and the floor is dry. The powers to be just want me to sit on my ass in front of the computer and grow fat fat fat, so that I become a 100 kg lady with fats squashing my innards, crushing my lungs and dilating my heart. I don't like teachers who seem to love to impose their own ideas on others, and think that they're always right. Sure they have a wealth of experience more than us, more knowledge then us, but it doesn't mean that they know ever...

I'm really beginning to get turned off by GP. There are so many parallels with Literature in the questions, the emphasis they place on inference, on tone and attitudes and literary devices, but there isn't any similarities when it comes down to answering the questions. It's almost like, they expect a standard answer, from a very non-standardised kind of questions, the kind of questions that ask how you feel, how you think, how you understand something. And I just don't think that a reasonable answer can be marked wrong, just because the setter wishes to emphasis on something else? It's ridiculous. Makes me miss the times in Lit, when we actually saw through a unique, different answer by using evidence to support it. Nothing was deemed as "No, you're wrong". I think the way GP is going, it's going to suck the brains out of us. They just don't want to accept our views. So, I wanted to do more photoshopping and go through some funky tutorial on fo...

BSBS D, my grades are bullshit. I need to work harder, smarter, more efficiently. It's veeery bad thinking of how to break it to my parents. :/ Finally starting to jog again is awesome. It's amazing how before jogging you can feel just washed out and tired, but after jogging, a refreshing feel overwhelms you (: Exercising is good. At the very least I dont' feel fats hanging from my calves so much. Going through all those stunning wallpapers on the internet, photoshop tutorials, my old photoshop files, I think made me want to pick up photoshop again. But I guess the progress I make in photoshop is hampered by my lack of creativity and artistic skills. The creativity of those artists who can create creepily cool and breathtaking images from nothing should be revered. It's like their brain ticks in a different way. I don't think I can ever visualise some concept in my head and then translate it to paper. Guess it speaks volumes of how much I think. It's not very co...

Michelle is about to start jogging and the rain starts coming, she decides to not go ahead with exercising and starts walking home. But when she reaches home, the rain drops stop falling. Michelle HATES THAT. Stupid goddamned weather. Won't the brilliant yellow yolk of the sky banish the dark clouds away D: Currently I feel like a piece of unfit lard. I need to start exercising.

Leg hurts leg hurts leg hurts. This is killing my jogging schedule to lose some of moi fats. & This is my only form of exercise :O Need a new pair of shoes with nice cushion before I kill my legs and I can't even jog anymores. Hell hurts when I walk sometimes. Naphfa 2.4 tomorrow. Oh god. Sian. Weight lost counter: SEVEN - TEN KG WHEE.