Because more than being disappointed, I hate disappointing others Because I'm sorry Because everything is difficult and I am stupid Because time has the uncanny capability of betraying people Because ashes to ashes Because dust to dust Because when all is said Words can carry meaning. Words can just be letters. Who is to say what is what. My one biggest insecurity. That things will change so quickly. And before you know it, we aren't talking. Because one wrong move, one wrong conversation, one wrong sentence can change everything, and it will, and I see it. I'm the worst kind of commitment phobe there is. Nothing is certain. That insecurity will eat me out from inside one day. I don't know what to do. And I'll always do the wrong thing. I'll always feel like shit for doing the wrong thing, saying the wrong things. And I'll forever be sorry for not being forthcoming. Sorry. That word I say too much. Things happen all the time. Time. Wrong time. Ma...