The stars died so that you could be here today

Life's pretty much been school homework tests homework school, and abit of Glee and Flashforward in between. It's quite sucky to follow a show for 18 episodes, then find out its going to be cancelled, with another 4 more episodes to wrap up the whole series and you know that they're never going to be able to resolve everything :S The last few weeks of term 2 has been tiring, and sometimes I don't know why either. It's not like I'm doing much. Must be all the bitching and gossiping I've been doing :/ Wonderrr when I became so irritated by every little small thing and not liking 50% of my class and alot other people. I used to be so much more 'I like everyone'. Oh wells, I shall come to accept the old bitchy cynical fat me. Then again, it's probably because of all the self-centered, selfish people in class, who drive me nuts everyday. Thank god for my friends then (: Harmoc concert last last week! Quite fun, barring the MRT screw ups, my lost jacke...

Heh so I've let my blog rot for quite awhile. Been telling myself that I have to do SATs over everything else for this whole week, but I always round up lazing around, lying on my bed, watching the tv, eating. Anything but doing work. God help take away my procrastination D: It's always annoying when I reach home from school, wet from the rain, and I naturally decide I can't go jogging. But magically after I bathe and settle down, half an hour later, the skies are bright blue, the sun is shining like nobody's business and the floor is dry. The powers to be just want me to sit on my ass in front of the computer and grow fat fat fat, so that I become a 100 kg lady with fats squashing my innards, crushing my lungs and dilating my heart. I don't like teachers who seem to love to impose their own ideas on others, and think that they're always right. Sure they have a wealth of experience more than us, more knowledge then us, but it doesn't mean that they know ever...

"Your death's like the sun: You can't look straight at it for longer than a second or two. The looming-up momentarily annihilates everything else, then lets it all back in." - Glen Duncan, The Bloodstone Papers. It's terrible that I keep sleeping in the canteen every morning. But that extra 1 hour or so of sleep is very very satisfying, though it does rob me of the time to talk to friends or try to catch up on abit of tutorial or read my book. The early morning RJ canteen is pretty interesting though. There's a calm quietness about it amidst the bustle of the stallholders getting ready for the day. One or two Indian workers will play their music sometimes. And just watching sleepy bleary-eyed people walking through the canteen can fill up my time. Event of the day: Elizabeth, Tingfang and Michelle are walking up the stairs. Zewei is one flight of stairs below them. He calls Michelle. Three of them look down, laugh then runs off, because nobody wants to talk t...