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I'm really beginning to get turned off by GP. There are so many parallels with Literature in the questions, the emphasis they place on inference, on tone and attitudes and literary devices, but there isn't any similarities when it comes down to answering the questions. It's almost like, they expect a standard answer, from a very non-standardised kind of questions, the kind of questions that ask how you feel, how you think, how you understand something. And I just don't think that a reasonable answer can be marked wrong, just because the setter wishes to emphasis on something else? It's ridiculous. Makes me miss the times in Lit, when we actually saw through a unique, different answer by using evidence to support it. Nothing was deemed as "No, you're wrong". I think the way GP is going, it's going to suck the brains out of us. They just don't want to accept our views.

So, I wanted to do more photoshopping and go through some funky tutorial on fonts. But, alas, my computer desktop is swarming with files and folders, and I have all of 10Gb left on my hard disk. I'm not going to clutter up my desktop somemore, and without my external hard disk, its hard to backup anything. Plus, my slacking endeavours online just killed off all my spare time. The internet is like some hypnotizing machine. I can't seem to get hooked off of it. ><>

On.. an irrelevant, 'BUT HE'S CUTE' argument killer-esque sort of thing,
LEONDARDO DICAPRIO IN SHUTTER ISLAND !
ROBERT DOWNEY JR IN IRON MAN 2!
EDWARD NORTON IN HULK MODE !
CHRIS EVANS AS CAPTAIN AMERICA ! ( Hee, I might actually like Captain American for once)
JEREMY RENNER AS HAWKEYE??
HEE HEE KILL ME. i wanna read comics. i wish i was a 14 year old boy with no exams to worry about. i want to be a kiiiiidddddddd.

i want to take pretty photographs. i need to master photoshop and make pretty graphics. i wish I could make my ugly photos pwetty.

So many i wants, not enough time, not enough i shoulds.

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