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如果那兩個字沒有顫抖

Hong Kong 2013 || To forgive, forget. 我能吗？十年之前我不認識你, 你不屬於我. 十年之後我們是朋友, 還可以問候, 只是那種溫柔再也找不到擁抱的理由.

I'm loathe to talk about this, but not expressing this means it gets stuck in me and messes with my head.

Caught Pacific Rim with a group of friends today. It's THE movie to watch of the year for me, and I've been anticipating it so much, so desperate to watch it. It didn't disappoint. Mako Mori was such a strong female lead. I love del Toro for handling his female characters with so much respect. The action was good, the relationships were good. It was good. Please watch it.

We were the most unlikely group of 4 to catch a movie together. It's so sad how the both of us changed so much. Maybe the change is only there when we're in the presence of each other. Our coping mechanisms were pulled in opposite directions. I put up a talkative front and he retreats into himself. Perhaps time will heal. But not now.

// Lets talk this over it's not like we're dead. Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead. We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it. All of our memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending, all the things you hide from me. Thanks for acting like you cared, thanks for watching as I fall. - My Happy Ending

// And so quickly a month has passed.

// Today, at the edge of our hope, at the end of our time, we have chosen not only to believe in ourselves, but in each other. Today we face the monsters that are at our door. Today, we take the fight to them. - Pacific Rim.
  

 如果那兩個字沒有顫抖 || Take Care.
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