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My weakness is that I cared too much

Extract files also extract so long. I need to do my CS tutorial dammit. Doing things at the last minute? What can go wrong will go wrong.
I am going to waste time because I don't feel like doing my EE1001 essay.
I'm so tired, all I want to do is to sleep now.

Don't like to talk to people whom give me the feeling that they don't want to continue the conversation.

My dad has mellowed over the years.

I'm sorry but I've got to move on with my own life.
I tear my heart open and sew myself shut.
& the scars remind us that the past is real.

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