The stars died so that you could be here today

From LGMH My little brother has social development issues. On the car ride home after his last day of 3rd grade, he tells me that he completed every section in his yearbook except the Best Friend's section. Why? Because his BF didn't go to his school, and he only had one. When I asked who it was, he said it was me. I cried for 3 hours when I got home. His LGMH Omg sigh. Only a sister knows what it feels like. Sometimes I think I'm really bad to my brothers

Omg CTs. Omg CTs. Sigh. To be honest. Studied the whole holidays and I still feel I'm going to fail. Somewhere, somehow I'm not doing enough. This means that I've got to start awhile after CTs to do moderately well for prelims. Oh god. This will be the year that will never be spoken of again. Sheesh. And because apparently, according to Joewie, my blog is emo (?) ( no its not ok ! ), I will un-emo it. Since I'm totally not emo now. From LGMH : This morning, as I was about to leave for work, my boyfriend danced into the kitchen singing a made up song consisting of only my name, over and over. When he saw me, he turned red and said "Oh, you're still here". Sneaking a peak in the daily routine of someone who really loves me GMH. Haha I think hope makes the blog less emo (if it even was in the first place).

You have broken me all the way down , down upon my knees; And you have broken me all the way down , you'll be the last you'll see;

Brain needs to stop switching off while doing work, and working into overdrive when it's suppossed to sleep. Damn. I spend an hour every night trying to fall asleep? And I'm suppossed to be tired.

There are many traits in my parents that I don't necessarily like. Their ways of handling things, I don't necessarily agree with. What they say, what they do, I don't necessarily praise. But all these things I don't like, I recognise them in myself from time to time, and it's rather detesting sometimes because I tell myself I should change, but I don't.

Hee, ok so I think its quite lame. But since I already did it, here it is ((:. A few things you should know: It's probably not worth anything, but if, like u know, I get sued for some reason that I know and I will not be writing so that I don't get found, it's going to be worth alot. The opportunity cost of doing this is doing work you know ! Hah. So if I fail CTs... Heh. Joking. Don't go on a guilt trip. I swear my ears are going to bleed if I listen to Sam Tsui again. But the Lady Gaga clip was worth it ^^ I'm not sure how this blogger thing works though. Full screen may be blur ? D: Check out Lawis' present: (See the full size images k haha )

I know I should be sleeping earlier. But recently, I've been liking the late nights, when I reserve that time for things I enjoy doing. Talking to friends, watching videos, listening to songs, browsi ng through pictures. It's doing these things without feeling any guilt, without feeling like I should spending the time on doing 'productive' work, that keep me up awake, even though I can feel my ba ck muscles aching, even though I know that I won't be able to wake up the next morning. Sometimes I hate blogger. Normal and Large just don't do it for font sizes. Normal is too small, and Large is too big. Where's the in between?