And I hope she'll be a fool

Currently: In school blogging this and utterly bored. Planned to stay in school and finish both reports, which I thought would take me a few more hours at the very least. Well, today turned out to be firstly, more productive, and secondly, I simply do not want to look at the first report anymore. 5% lab assignment on LTSPICE which ended up being 21 pages long. It requires a little bit more editting, but my mind says no more. I can't look at figures and excel and graphs anymore. Liberation. Realized I forgot to bring notes for the other modules, hence, a break it shall be.

Velvia 100 // Slide film // Loving film a little too much these days, it's sucking my finances dry. Haven't had the time to play with it much since school reopened though.

Photos from Nicole's Diana (with her instant back). The most unassuming people ever.

To Sauce after! Broke my no-drink-resolution. I was so looking forward to coming. But Asahi is no longer 5/bottle and the truffle fries aren't that good anymore after their renovation ):

I remember five-ten you know.

So cute

These meatballs are really good and filling not to mention. I thought I wouldn't be full when I first saw it. 6 balls only? How would my stomach be fulfilled. But.. it was. And I can eat alot. I can finish one mooncake in one sitting.

Bacon Ice Cream! It's ice cream heaven oh my.

So seh after a few drinks.

More ice cream to end off my day, simply because ice cream is happy food and I was a not-so-happy-girl that day. Ice cream makes any day better.

I need to remove that hope that still somewhat lingers somewhere in me.

http://8tracks.com/spunkyharry/oldies : This mix is really making me happy :D

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Take this sinking ship and point it home; We've still got time (Glen Hansard and Markéta Irglová, Falling Slowly)

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Old women acting as students

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Really?

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The stars died so that you could be here today

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