The stars died so that you could be here today

Those fond memories I have? I will never leave them behind. Walking down the lonely road on a boulevard of unclear dreams.

PMS like f today. This time of the month, I hate being a girl. Not being able to control my mood makes it even more sian. Side note for remembrance sake, both my parents are not talking to me. I'm not talking to both my parents. We're having so much fun. /rant

I'm pissed. With my parents. Because. They assume. Assume that they're bad kids. There's no trust. Come on, I'm 19. I know what I'm doing. I'm hardly going to rebel against you at this age. Nor am I going to start smoking. Trying to control who I mix around with isn't going to sit well with me. At all. Imagine if I told them what I was doing last night.

'Twas fun burning the night away in the hospital with Alven, Anqi, Yixuan, Shahrul, Yuwen Get well soon, Abel! I need to start writing about all the major events in these 8 months of carefree-dom. The thought of writing always kills the mood for remembrance though. Saw this woman with a freaking low cut dress. So revealing I don't see the point in her wearing a top actually.

Hello Singapore. Sad to say I'm back. Another trip to write about. Damn I should start writing about my Sabah trip soon too.

First roll on Holga! Photos too dark. Shall continue experimenting. In other news, I've got a new 'semi-pro' camera. It's retarded really.

I don't want to drive. I'm a sucky driver. I take 5 minutes to do vertical parking. I can't do parallel parking. I don't have the sense to look left look right check in mirror look in front accelerate steer at the same time. Drive to Orchard Road, get scolded all the way there. Got myself a hit on the head somemore. Public transport come back to me please? My dad's so unaccepting of my lousy judgement and everything else. Fuck? I've driven for ONE WEEK OUTSIDE OF TEST ROUTES. Ain't my fault BBDC teaches loser methods for driving. If you really can't control your urge to scold people, go scold them. I can't control what they teach. & who said driving was fun. Oh, and dear drivers, next time you see 'Probation Plate' drivers, please give way and don't honk at me. I panic = we all die. We all share the roads don't we ^^ I got shown the peace sign with the index finger down on the road. HAH.

All babies are cute. All kids are cute. My young self is so cute ! Fuck puberty. Now I look so gross. Sadded. I guess it's true. The cuter you are as a baby, the uglier you are as an adult. I want fugly babies next time. Can I be 6 years old again? Met my kindergarten teacher today. STILL REMEMBER ME. Think I was abit hyperactive in school last time. Somewhere along the way, I became a slacker and hated talking to teachers.

I need you now to fix my printer. (I tried to strikethrough this, but I can't find it in blogger -.-) A quarter after 2, I don't need nobody no more. Because I fixed it. Hell yeah, hi mechanic/technician Michelle. Fucking printers. Seriously. -.- I think I should learn to build printers. There's definitely a market for reliable printers that don't break down when you need to use them.

I just spent 30min doing that gibberish. My dad should pay me #childlabour. Back aching, eyes aching, fingers aching. I'm pro heeheehee. Looks clean right!

Collate Taiwan itinerary Start reading Finish up my cross stitch Download programme for my dad Do catalogue for my dad 4th: Nua at home 5th: Out with Eli to Taiwan Embassy + Holga shopping + Tuition 6th: Tuition? I want to go out with my momma 7th: Night tuition. Aftn maybe driving 8th: Out with Tingfang, Elizabeth, Joewie. Holga shopping 9th: Math clinic + Tuition + Start packing 10th: Tuition + Grandma's house + Packing 11th - 18th: TAIWAN 19th: Rest. Hopefully. 20th - 31st: TEACHING. (Sincerely hope my parents don't kill me.) (+ Tuition) 20th: Engineering talk. (Might miss this) 22nd: Med check up + Registration. (Fuck everything's clashing) 1st August: 1st day of school. My pretty schedule. Only one problem. I don't see the word rotting. What happened to my rotting period. FML.

HI THERE ELIZABETH HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY. Memories don't fade, and I remember our good times in school together! OM OMG REMEMBER? We used to bitch so much about everybody in our group. We lugged frigging long poles around everywhere. Hah. The project every engineer-ish huh! Sec 3 I&E Fair! We earned quite a fair bit spraying people's hair with colours haha. AND we cheated SC of the money oops. But they very rich la. I think we deserve the money! Being remedial buddies in J2 haha. Bimbo SC girls. Love you lots lots ! Don't worry so much about your Uni ok! Everything will turn out fine. And you shouldn't worry about programming. You haven't even tried it yet. Who knows, you'll be great! Stay spastic and bimbo and we all love you!

03072011. Ting Fang, Natalie, Elizabeth and I, planning for Taiwan trip in my clean clean house with my gleaming floor. My house's super easy to get to. There's no need to trek 24km in like Brent's house. Don't have to walk in the sun pass many terrace houses that look the same like TF's house. So, hotels have been booked, I hoped successfully. Or else we'll have 4 homeless girls trolling the streets of Taiwan. Exciting. We shall train trip around Taiwan. & Happy Birthday Eliz-a-bird. I hope you liked the bag, the cake, the semi-surprise (given that my mom went: "Where's Tingfang! I thought she's coming!). Don't let POP's bad smell ruin your day! ---

Things I want / need to blog about: 1. Teaching 2. 3B 3. Sabah Trip 4. Class gathering @ Brent's Place. Aka Dream house of all the girls. 5. Tingfang, Elizabeth, Natalie 6. Nic & Co. 7. Driving - This list will be updated - - I will be blogging this as and when I like / am in the mood / am bored. -

Dear blog, Haven't seen you in a long time. Please entertain me. (But, I'm not really in the mood to write. Write . 6 months of no obligations towards writing. Enjoying every moment of it. Sincerely, I'm bored.