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為何流浪　心碎的海洋

Life is funny isn't it. 2 months ago I was devastated that the last time I saw your face, my eyes were blurred from the tears. My heart couldn't bear to give your face another look. The face I could gaze at for the whole day. 2 months on, I see you, and my heart still misses a beat, and all the memories come flooding back. I wish I didn't see you. I wish, when I saw you, all I felt was disgust. But hey, life doesn't always work the way you want it to. So here is me doing what I think is best for myself. I'm sorry to everybody else. 

The road ahead is long. There are countless people who love and care for you. Why waste your energy on one who doesn't.

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