The stars died so that you could be here today

Life's pretty much been school homework tests homework school, and abit of Glee and Flashforward in between. It's quite sucky to follow a show for 18 episodes, then find out its going to be cancelled, with another 4 more episodes to wrap up the whole series and you know that they're never going to be able to resolve everything :S The last few weeks of term 2 has been tiring, and sometimes I don't know why either. It's not like I'm doing much. Must be all the bitching and gossiping I've been doing :/ Wonderrr when I became so irritated by every little small thing and not liking 50% of my class and alot other people. I used to be so much more 'I like everyone'. Oh wells, I shall come to accept the old bitchy cynical fat me. Then again, it's probably because of all the self-centered, selfish people in class, who drive me nuts everyday. Thank god for my friends then (: Harmoc concert last last week! Quite fun, barring the MRT screw ups, my lost jacke...

Happy Birthday to me yay. Life's pretty crappy when you spend your whole birthday in the library doing some math topic you totally do not understand. But hey, I'm not complaining, cos life's still pretty good (:

This has been one of those really bad weeks when I'm completely exhausted from not doing anything. And now I have a headache after jogging. Dammit. Hope I'm not falling sick. The routine of life is getting boring-er and boring-er. Pull myself out of bed at 6 everyday. Sleep in the car. Feel dead when I reach school. Go through the motions of school. Go home. Jog. Homework. Sleep late. Then it all happens again. Oh wells. Only wished school started later. The lack of sleep is killing all of us. I really respect those who can wake up early everyday automatically. Eli! Stay happy yea ! Friends > Guys. ((:

My dream house will have 2 swings. One of those huge ones where I can laze around and read my book and one of those small little ones with a rubber seat to leisurely swing and look out at the sky. It's amazing how momentary emotions can be so strong. It's like there's no other factor holding you back. In that moment, elation can cause you to tear with joy, anger can cause you to punch someone, sadness can cause you to break down like a little baby. Guess there's nothing that's as truthful as that wave of emotions that crash into you momentarily.

Heh so I've let my blog rot for quite awhile. Been telling myself that I have to do SATs over everything else for this whole week, but I always round up lazing around, lying on my bed, watching the tv, eating. Anything but doing work. God help take away my procrastination D: It's always annoying when I reach home from school, wet from the rain, and I naturally decide I can't go jogging. But magically after I bathe and settle down, half an hour later, the skies are bright blue, the sun is shining like nobody's business and the floor is dry. The powers to be just want me to sit on my ass in front of the computer and grow fat fat fat, so that I become a 100 kg lady with fats squashing my innards, crushing my lungs and dilating my heart. I don't like teachers who seem to love to impose their own ideas on others, and think that they're always right. Sure they have a wealth of experience more than us, more knowledge then us, but it doesn't mean that they know ever...

It's pretty darn scary when you realise the songs you've been listening to, find so familiar, feel as if it was the no.1 hit yesterday, use as the soundtracks to particular parts of life, was released a decade ago. Time passes too quickly, we hardly savour the nuggets of loveliness surrounding us. Die Randy die. Die Kara die. Die Ellen die. Die Simon die. Tim, you have a cute shining white smile :D

I'm really beginning to get turned off by GP. There are so many parallels with Literature in the questions, the emphasis they place on inference, on tone and attitudes and literary devices, but there isn't any similarities when it comes down to answering the questions. It's almost like, they expect a standard answer, from a very non-standardised kind of questions, the kind of questions that ask how you feel, how you think, how you understand something. And I just don't think that a reasonable answer can be marked wrong, just because the setter wishes to emphasis on something else? It's ridiculous. Makes me miss the times in Lit, when we actually saw through a unique, different answer by using evidence to support it. Nothing was deemed as "No, you're wrong". I think the way GP is going, it's going to suck the brains out of us. They just don't want to accept our views. So, I wanted to do more photoshopping and go through some funky tutorial on fo...